January 6

We always go to visit Logan's grave after church on Sundays, but there were two things that were unusual about today's trip: one, it was raining. And two, Brady popped open his Lightning McQueen umbrella and got out of the car.

I watched Adam and Brady stand there together for a moment and felt a mixture of heartbreak and hope. Heartbreak over what we've lost, and hope over what we'll again find some day in the future.

And though I admittedly struggle with faith at times, for the promise of the latter, I'm eternally thankful.