May 14

When the boys got home from school this afternoon, they hollered upstairs to let me know that there were two enormous boxes --stuff Abby sent home from school-- by the garage door and asked if I wanted them hauled upstairs.

Since Adam was in Phoenix and my box-lugging skills aren't in what I'd call peak form these days, I took them up on the offer. 

The first of the two packages was large but flat, so they made quick work of it and deposited it on the foyer floor.

The second, however, was much larger. In fact, the listed weight on the label was 78 pounds and given the dimensions of the box, they were unsure that they'd be able to make it up the steps. But they did indeed make it, and now both boxes await Abby's return tomorrow.

That experience of watching them doubt their ability and then get the job done anyway was striking to me. Often, we face obstacles and challenges that seem daunting at first. They're so daunting, in fact, that we sometimes give in to the fear of failure and give up without even trying. But in making that decision, we're cheating ourselves out of moments to learn, since we do indeed learn and grow from both our successes and our failures.

So from a purely practical perspective, I'm grateful for my boys who found that something they perceived as a "challenge" wasn't really much of a challenge at all and by doing so, helped me out. And I'm grateful to God for their desire and willingness to serve.

May 13

Today my mom celebrated her 80th birthday.

I'm not in Maryland, of course, but I called her this afternoon to wish her a happy birthday and to find out how she planned to celebrate the milestone. Her response was fairly simple: "take the day off."

And honestly, although I would've been glad to hear that she was going to a dinner theater show --which is one of her favorite activities-- or out for lunch, I was just as content with the notion that she was having a kick-back day, because for as long as I can remember, she's been a go-getter. I'm glad that she's learned the value of rest and is leaning into it a bit more.

She's taught me many things over the years. She planted the early seeds of my faith and, through her unwavering dedication to her students, she modeled the importance of hard work and commitment to responsibilities. She's intelligent and caring and incredibly stubborn --traits that she passed on to her children-- and adores her people. I am very grateful for all of the ways she's supported me and my family over time.

Happy birthday, Mom! We love you!

May 12

I was in the driveway cleaning out my car this morning when the breeze changed direction and the most delightful scent wafted past my nose.

I should've immediately recognized the aroma, but didn't put two and two together until I walked around the side of the house to toss some trash into the dumpster. It was then that I saw the spray of these lovelies clinging to the fence and remembered.

Jasmine. There's nothing quite as fragrant as some springtime jasmine. (Although our roses are a close second.) I love how God made things for all of our senses to enjoy, and I definitely enjoy the smell of jasmine.

May 11

With graduation weekend in the books and Abby off to Ashley's Bachelorette getaway, Adam, Brady, and I flew back home today. The flights were (thankfully) on time and save some screeching from a toddler in the row behind us, ours travels were uneventful. So I'm grateful for that.

And I'm also thankful for how these two guys of mine took charge of lugging virtually all of our luggage --including two big suitcases and two backpacks Abby sent home with us-- through the airports and out to the car when we arrived in Oakland.

It's nice to feel taken care of, so I'm grateful for their can-do attitude.

May 10

It was a beautiful day to graduate from college. (And a beautiful day for Mother's Day as well, but I definitely wanted my holiday to take a back seat to Abby's accomplishment.)

We (okay, so "we" is mostly "I") took hundreds of photos of everything I could think of to document the day, from my cupcake-cake Mother's Day morning dessert and sweet homemade cards featuring the kids' handprints to the plates of delectable food we practically inhaled during brunch in the school dining hall. And that was all before graduation even happened. 

The ceremony began at three, and just as advertised, Abby was the last grad on her side of the aisle to walk down to the front of the chapel (which meant she led the students out afterward, too. She was pretty jazzed about that). The program was a beautiful mix of worship and acknowledgement of the graduates' accomplishments, and I thoroughly enjoyed both the commencement address given by the CEO of the Museum of the Bible in DC and hearing the names of the students as they walked across the stage. 

Afterward there were hugs and photos with friends, including Laura and her mom Ginger (upper right), who we first met way back at the beginning of freshman year. We have a collection of photos with them from the past four years, so naturally we needed a new one. Isaac had to Uber off to the airport since he has an AP test first thing tomorrow morning, but the rest of us enjoyed dinner at Burger Social. I drew the line at dessert, but my peeps balled out (as Abby says) with milkshakes. Brady had a particularly delicious-slash-heinous creation based on a churro that I half-expected to lead to a high-stakes sugar rush, but he seems okay. In fact, I think he's already asleep.

Adam, Brady, and I head back home tomorrow morning (with several of Abby's bags in tow). The graduate is going to her good friend Ashley's Bachelorette celebration on a lake in Indiana for the next few days, so we'll see her back in the Bay when she formally moves home later this week. 

I don't really know how to fully sum up the day much less the last four years, other than to say that Wheaton is a special place. I feel so blessed that my girl found a home here where she could thrive and feel safe and be loved. I'm endlessly proud of how hard she works and of all of her academic accomplishments (because --mom brag-- they don't recognize Latin honors here with any regalia, but she did graduate Summa Cum Laude). But I'm more proud of who she is and of how she's grown during her time in college. She's a thoughtful, caring, kind, intelligent young woman and on this very special day, I feel extra-specially blessed to be her mom. 

Congratulations, Abby!

May 9

My girl graduates from college tomorrow. I think I can probably say that over and over again and it still won't feel real, because I can absolutely remember the day I graduated from college 26 years ago. In some ways, it feels like yesterday. In others, another lifetime.

Adam's day started bright and early as he went off to Midway to fetch Isaac from his redeye flight, which landed at 5:20. We have two adjoining hotel rooms this go-round so Brady and I remained blissfully unaware of their comings and goings from our side of the wall. (And fortunately for me, my ears did pop --at least enough to enable me to discern when music is way too loud--  by the time I arose.)

We all attained at least a minimally functional level of consciousness at around 10:30, and then made our way over to campus to pick up Abby for lunch. She knows of our collective love for cheese curds and pretzel bites so she suggested Culver's, so off we went. I could feel my heart rise as I watched Abby, Isaac, and Brady sitting together once again, engaging in their usual witty repartee that never fails to make me laugh out loud. 

From there, we went to Target for some immunity gummies and decongestant, since Adam awoke feeling stuffy. I'm looking forward to seeing the Mother's Day cards the kids stopped to make at the little stand just inside the front door! I do love a homemade note.

Then Abby suggested visiting a local flower garden called Lilacia Park. It was super busy because it was apparently Kids' Day, but it was still nice to see the remnants of what was probably a beautiful Springtime spread of tulips and other lovelies.

The English Department had a meet and greet for graduating Seniors and their families set for 3pm, so we went back to campus. Abby bought one last item from Sam's --a pretty blueberry muffin-- and then we spent about 30 minutes mingling with a handful of her professors (and a few of her friends). 

An early dinner at Cane's followed (since Adam nor Brady had ever been and Isaac had given them a very enthusiastic review after his experience last Fall) before we dropped Abby back off at her dorm and returned to the hotel. By then it was probably 7pm, and we were all in low-power mode; Isaac and Adam went to sleep in the other room while I played a game on my phone. I knew Brady really (really) wanted to go to the (indoor) hotel pool, so at 8:30 I said I'd take him down. As I sat watching him bobbing up and down and talking a mile a minute about this and that, it occurred to me that he really likes the water. And also that he's a big sharer. (And I'm thankful for the last part, since I usually know what's going on in his head!) 

And now, well, now it's bedtime. It's crazy to think that by this time tomorrow, Abby will be a college graduate. As she noted in the car this evening, she will have attained the same level of education as her parents. 

And beyond that, she will have written the last sentence of the "college" chapter in her life story. I think her experience at Wheaton has been just what I prayed that it would be four years ago when she began: I remember praying that she'd mature and be more open to adventure, and she is. I prayed that she'd make great, genuine friends, and she did. I know she will miss them and that her heart aches when she thinks about it, but I also know that they're the kind of friends who will always be there for one another, regardless of the miles that separate them physically. I prayed that she would learn a lot, and she has. And I prayed that her faith would be strengthened, and it has.

So for the ways that God has shown Himself to be faithful during my girl's college career, I am grateful. And I'm excited to read the first line in the next chapter of her book.

May 8

It's one of the realities of life these days that air travel, well, sucks. It's unreliable and unpredictable, but on the bright side, you do generally get where you're going. Eventually. And now that I'm on the other side of today's iteration of eventually, I can write.

Abby graduates from Wheaton on Sunday. I have no idea how we're already here, but here we are nonetheless! (And I'm far too tired and stuffy to wax poetic but hopefully later.)  Adam, Brady, and I left the house at 7 this morning intending to board a 9:30 flight to Salt Lake, and then continue on to Chicago. (Isaac had an AP test at noon so he's on a later flight. Thank you to Terry for giving him a ride to the airport! You're a lifesaver.) 

Well, the 9:30 thing didn't happen (although we did get to sit on a plane at the gate for an hour before they decided it wasn't happening). We were rebooked onto a flight through San Diego which left two hours later, but because the southernmost section of Southern California is in the exact opposite direction as our eventual target, it meant hours were added to our total travel time. (You can mentally insert the Whomp Whomp sound here.)

But we did have mostly peaceful flights. I did get to watch "Celebrity Jeopardy" and several episodes of "The Simpsons" with Brady on his phone and I did give him a packet of sugar which he actually ate. And we did get here. We did get our rental car quickly and the one bag we checked was the sixth one to emerge from the shoot on the baggage carousel. And we did get to our hotel. And though we didn't get Culvers (boo) because it was already closed by the time we rolled into town, we did settle for McDonalds. And that was okay.

And now... now I'm tired. My ears also haven't popped at all (which is a consistent thing for me, unfortunately... who says it only happens to little kids?) so I can't hear squat. (Of course, that meant Adam and Brady could blast Morgan Wallen in the car and I literally had no clue until one of them remarked on how it was three times as loud as I'd ever allow.) And I'm still stuffy. 

But I'm grateful to be in town to watch my girl graduate from college. All the travel troubles aside, that is a big blessing.

May 7

Isaac had an AP test this afternoon and Brady did not have practice, but that information wasn't triangulated particularly well between the three of us. So the end result was Brady standing out by the kid-car for 15 minutes after school before he finally messaged me to ask who was planning to ferry him home.

I scurried over to the meeting spot and picked him up. After I apologized for the goof, we ran an errand to CVS and then went over to the Mother Ship to get him an "oops, my bad" treat of his choice. (And of course I had a coconut cream cold brew, too, since I was already there and all.)

To his credit, he took the whole thing in stride, going so far as to assume some of the responsibility for the lack of communication. (And he graciously accepted a chocolate chip cookie.)

He may not be graduating from anything this month like his siblings are, but he's still growing up like a boss. And I am grateful to be part of his journey.

May 6

I had to venture into the boys' bathroom this afternoon to deliver some face soap, and I was shocked by what I found inside.

Although I was mentally prepared to see the domestic equivalent of a toxic waste dump, the countertop and sinks were actually organized and clean.

I rubbed my eyes and blinked hard a few times to be sure I was actually seeing what my brain said it saw, and yep, still clean.

I'm so proud of Isaac and Brady for finally cleaning up their shared space because it shows that they're continuing to grow and mature and take responsibility for themselves. So I am grateful to God for that reality.

May 5

Adam was in Oregon on business for a few days. I picked him up from BART this evening while the boys were at Youth Group and we were able to head out to our customary Tuesday night dinner, this time at Black Bear.

It was nice and quiet inside --which was particularly pleasant to me, since I felt like I had a headache coming on at the time-- and I felt a sense of contentment as I sat there in a booth eating my omelet and catching up on the past few days' activities.

I adore my kiddos, but I also enjoy this time we've set aside each week to be alone together. After all, Scripture tells us that feeding a marriage with love and energy is essential.

May 4

I went to Walmart this morning in search of a second pair of swimming trunks for Brady. As I entered the store, a man stood near the entrance holding a clipboard. I gave him half a glance and dismissively said that I'd already signed all the petitions. He caught my fleeting gaze and smiled, and then pointed down at my shirt --which featured a Bible verse about love-- and said that that was the most important thing of all and that he'd found out about it two years ago. I smiled in return and continued into the store, but his words lingered in the back of my mind as I navigated up and down the aisles and to the self-checkout counter.

By the time I exited the store, he was seated at a small card table. I turned to wave and said God bless you, which he returned with a big smile. I continued out to the car, and that's when I heard God telling me to go talk to him some more. 

I don't mean that I literally heard the voice of God --I wish-- but I got the sense that He wanted me to have a more extended conversation with this guy. It was a feeling in my chest. I got in my car and asked for a sign (since apparently the feeling wasn't enough for me). Nothing happened. So I said "okay, God, if my car doesn't start right away when I push the button, I'll take that as a sign." The engine turned over right on cue, but I still felt like I was ignoring a prompt. Because I'm a stubborn gal, I drove halfway back up the aisle toward the exit  before I finally changed course, glided into a new space, and cut the engine. I wasn't entirely sure what I was going to say or exactly why I was supposed to go talk to this man, but I knew I'd be sorry if I didn't. 

So I got out of the car, walked up to him, and said "well, the Lord told me that I needed to come talk with you some more. I'm not entirely sure why, but I try to listen when He provides instructions." And this guy's face lit up like a Christmas tree. He asked my name and introduced himself as Sherman. What followed was a brief history of his life and how he came to discover --through many difficulties and challenges-- the saving grace of Jesus Christ. I honestly don't remember much of what he said because my memory isn't my best attribute these days, but I do recall him repeatedly saying that he's been saved and that he just wants people to know that God loves them, because if He can love a sinner like him who has done bad, bad things, He can love anyone. I encouraged him to keep walking in faith no matter what the future may bring, and he thanked me for coming back to talk. 

Initially, I was arrogant enough to think that I was going to be the one ministering to him, but the reality is that I think it was the other way around, because although his story rambled, the message was clear: Jesus saves. So for his story of redemption and for the unexpected reminder that grace is truly free, I am so thankful.

May 3

A few years ago, I posted about my maiden experience with cleaning the washing machine filter. (It was quite the dramatic incident.) It's been cleaned out several times since then, but I fully admit that I detest doing it so it'd been a hot second since its last good rinse. 

Anyway, as Adam folded laundry this afternoon and noted that Brady's newly washed jacket still didn't smell particularly fresh, I mused that the filter needed to be cleaned. And I told him that when he was finished folding, we should go upstairs so I could show him how it's done.

A few minutes later I looked over and saw Isaac standing by the kitchen sink, holding something in a stream of hot water. When I asked him what he was up to, his response startled me: "cleaning the filter." While Adam and I made plans to deal with the problem, Isaac Googled instructions and got to work without saying a word. (I added the bit about blasting the filter with a hose, which is what he was doing in the pic. It was satisfyingly effective.) 

I love how he so often takes on the jobs that no one else wants; how he's willing to humble himself and tackle menial tasks just because he knows they need to be done. I see Jesus in the way he gives of his time to be with and serve others. So for his heart, I am so grateful. And humbled, because I may be his mom, but he definitely teaches me lessons, too.

May 2

The experience of being a baseball mom probably isn't a unique one, but it's definitely distinctive since baseball is a sport that's marked by more failure than success. And that's why it's vitally important to have mom friends with you in the trenches as the season wears on.

We're bleacher warriors. We cheer the successes and lament the difficulties not as single people, but as a unit. We're perpetually hopeful for the best, but also keenly aware that anything can happen during the course of a seven inning game so we're always ready to shout out the good plays while simultaneously addressing and then putting to bed the ones that don't shine.

We notice more than you think we do. In fact, we know far more than you'd guess about the sport and about which kid on the roster is the best choice to pinch hit and which has a wicked, Varsity-worthy curve. We know, and we sometimes share those nuggets with one another, but for the most part, we keep those thoughts to ourselves.

And we do that because at the end of the day, we're just there to support our boys; to celebrate wins and to offer listening ears after losses. So today, I'm grateful to God for the community that I've found this year in my fellow baseball moms, like Shelley and Brooke. Without them, watching games would be a lot less fun.

May 1

This picture --which was taken about 15 years ago-- hangs on a wall in the first floor of our house. It's in a well-traveled location, so I pass it numerous times each day, and every now and then I stop and take a close look at who we all used to be.

It's a snapshot of what feels like an entire lifetime ago, with baby Brady and grumpy Isaac and little girl Abby. And, of course, Logan wearing a tired yet resilient version of his signature grin. That's part of why I love this picture as much as I do despite its obvious "flaws" -- he's in it. The six of us are all together. There aren't a lot of photos of our entire family in existence and there will never be a new one, so I treasure the ones I do have.

So tonight, as I think back on and give thanks for what was and look forward and give thanks for whatever will be, I am grateful to God for the gift of photography. Because during this phase of my life, I definitely need pictures to help me remember the details.

April 30

I've been gradually replacing the plants in my hydro garden, and yesterday, I moved this happy little guy from my seedling tray to his own slot.

Most of the seedlings I've transferred thus far have been ordered online, but this one began as a seed in my kitchen window. I'm hopeful that he will continue to get bigger and produce some robust kale leaves for us to munch in the months to come.

I've said it before (probably lots of times), but I so enjoy growing plants. And I especially like watching them sprout from seeds. Seeing God's handiwork literally expand and flourish into a plant that can provide nutrition for my family amazes me. 

The world would be a better place if we could all find God in something as tiny and unassuming as a seed; if we could just see the gifts inherent in the smallest of things.

April 29

Last Fall, as her senior year began, I offered to pay for a photographer to capture images of Abby and her besties at school. I found Shelly Lambert (who is a fellow Wheaton mom), paid for a session, and left it up to my girl to decide the details: the when, the who, and the where. The session ultimately took place a few weeks ago, and today, we received a link to the gallery.

The "who" were the Sophomore year suite girls, who have been her go-to pals all throughout her time at Wheaton. The "where" was --very appropriately, I think-- all around campus. And the "what they wore" were their white grad dresses. 

The photos came out really nicely. There are beautiful photos of each of these beautiful girls. And there are numerous pictures of them together laughing and having a good time, just as they've done for the past four years. They're a gift to my Abby, of course, so she can look back at them and remember her time in Illinois. 

And they're also a gift to these very special girls who have become dear to my heart. I will always be grateful to God for Michaela, Anna, Meredith, and Ashley for being a big part of why Abby has had a  wonderful college experience. Their love and support throughout this phase of my girl's life has meant so much to her -- and to me as well. 

Good friends are great blessings. And I am deeply grateful for the ones God gave my daughter.

April 28

I laid low today. Very low. I just hung around the house by myself and rested. But I was admittedly a little lonely.

So my favorite part of the day came this evening when the boys got home from Youth Group and we were all gathered in the family room.

I asked each of them to tell us about their respective experiences at school, and they did. Isaac went first and took a while; he's always been one to ramble a bit, but we always appreciate the details he includes. Brady followed with his patented quick rundown of his activities. And then they were off to bed.

And in the quiet that re-settled around me following their departure, I had what felt like a profound thought that isn't really profound at all: I'm grateful that they share their lives with us, since I know the communication lines with teenagers are often intermittently open at best. Hearing their thoughts and ideas is a blessing.

April 27

I am super proud of this kid. (The one on the right with the rake in the foreground.)

And it's not because he's a solid player (although he is one). 

It's because he throws himself into all of his tasks --even the menial ones that a lot of kids try to get out of doing. And he doesn't just do them halfway; he buckles down and completes them to the best of his ability.

He is truly a team player, and I am grateful to God that He's instilled this child of mine with a good work ethic.

One can be a great player without being a good person, so I'm thankful that Brady so consistently checks both of those boxes.

April 26

It was quite chilly today, especially for late-April.

So I was pleased to be able to revert to one of my Winter customs after church: I pulled out my trusty electric blanket and wrapped it around my legs and feet.

And there I sat quite comfortably watching a pair of baseball games on the tube for much of the afternoon.

The extra warmth was a little thing, but it certainly made my day better, so I'm thankful to have had it.

April 25

Well, I blinked again, and now this kid is in San Francisco, enjoying his Senior Ball with his pals at the Metreon.

It's utterly bizarre to realize that I made a very similar post to this almost four years ago, when Abby too went to her Senior Ball at the Metreon. (And it's weird because Ball isn't always there. We'll have to see where Brady's class winds up going!) But here we are in 2026, and she's getting ready to graduate from college and it's Isaac's turn to celebrate the waning days of a high school career. It's truly surreal to think that's it's been four years. But I'm digressing all over the place so I'll get back to today.

I left the second game of Brady's doubleheader against Granada a bit early this afternoon so I could catch Isaac at home before he headed off to his friend Ben's house, also known as the official Ball meeting spot for his squad. He kindly humored me with a few pics outside in the yard before I followed him to Ben's to take more photos.

I was the only parent there except for Ben's mom and dad, so I made sure to take pics with Isaac and some of his longtime pals to share. And then poof, they were out the door en masse, bound for the buses that were reserved to ferry them to the big event. I stood outside and watched them drive away caravan-style, one car after another after another. I smiled at the ones I knew best, and as Isaac passed by, he slowed and enthusiastically waved the I Love You hand in my direction. And then continued down the hill and past the gate and disappeared from sight.

He went to elementary school with some of these boys, so he's known them for most of his life. In fact, Tyler (upper left)'s family moved to town when they were in (I think) second grade, and he's been one of Isaac's closest friends for years. And he's known Trevor since before they started kindergarten (and then t-ball) together.

So suffice it to say that when I look at some of these guys and think back on the history they share, it makes me smile. And it fills me with a sense of gratitude for the depth and quality of some of Isaac's friendships. God has blessed him with some truly exceptional pals, and I'm so thankful for them and for how they've leaned on one another throughout the years. And although I have mixed mom-feelings about them all being 17 and 18 years old and looking so grown up when my heart thinks they should still be little boys playing with sticks in the mud, I'm grateful that they're growing into terrific young men. 

And of course, I'm extra thankful that God is continuing to shape Isaac into the man He wants him to be. And I pray that they're all having a great time together, truly savoring the moments and taking mental snapshots to hold close to their hearts during the time of transition that's on the horizon.

April 24

My girl Nikki met me at my usual Mother Ship this morning for coffee and then we came back to my house (which she'd never been inside before; super crazy since we've been here for more than six years but, well, COVID, and then life got busy) so she could help me in my Quest for Grad Dresses.

The plan was for me to model my recent Amazon acquisitions, and then head over to the Outlet Mall to see what we could scrounge up there. So that's what we did. 

She approved and ranked my three pre-purchased choices, and then I tried on a number of options at the Bloomingdale's outlet (which was her idea, since I've always been afraid of Bloomie's). And I found a winner there, too: a pretty, long blue sundress with gorgeous lacy detailing on the bodice and worked through the skirt.

So with her help, I think I've decided what I'll be wearing to BOTH kids' graduation ceremonies (but I'm not telling since there will be photos). Having her with me to give her opinions was a huge blessing and made the process way more fun. So as always, I am grateful to God for her friendship and for the ways we support one another.

April 23

I'm not sure which of them started it because I wasn't in the room at the time, but the weirdsmobiles were at it again this evening.

I came upstairs from the garage just in time to see them lower their heads and lock their arms together like a pair of bulls preparing to do battle. They slid back and forth a few times in their socks before Brady noticed I had my phone poised to snap a pic and abruptly pulled back from the attack pose.

These guys are a near-constant source of amusement these days. So for that pipeline of humor --particularly when life at-large doesn't feel all that funny-- I am grateful.

April 22

Isaac didn't have to work today for the first time in quite a while, so he kept a promise he made to a friend last summer and went to said-friend's Youth Group meeting.

When he got home a little while ago, he shared that there had been baptisms at the meeting, and when we asked if he knew any of the kids, he said yes.

Isaac loves to watch baptisms. I think he gets it from Adam, because he loves to watch them, too. Always has. He's told me before that there's just something special about watching people receive the Holy Spirit. 

So today, I'm thankful that Isaac had the joy of watching more people choose Jesus. And that he brought some of that joy back home.

April 21

It was a wacky weather Tuesday. Clouds then sun then rain then wind then more rain and sun. 

And then after I retrieved Brady from practice and picked up pizza for the boys' dinner, we came across this beauty that arched its way across the sky. 

It was one of the larger, more vibrant rainbows I'd seen in recent history and I actually pulled over (two different times) to get a good look at it because it was just THAT impressive.

So today I am thankful for rainbows and for how God provides them in the midst of storms to remind us that He's always there.

April 20

It's a chilly, rainy evening. 

I've spent it watching a baseball doubleheader on the tube: first was the O's versus the Royals, which featured a thrilling win in extras for my home team, followed by the A's versus the Mariners (in which the A's came from behind to claim the victory). So it was a very good day of pro ball for the fans in the Wight House.

And now I'm just enjoying being under a comfy blanket as I listen to the rain on the roof. We need the rain, so I'm grateful for God's provision there. And I'm also grateful for the many creature comforts that I'm blessed to be able to enjoy.

April 19

It was an uneventful Sunday, with just the usual morning church service on the schedule for most of us.

This evening, those of us who did not have work headed over to the Dairy (where Isaac DID have work) to get some ice cream. He was working the very busy walk-up line as we rolled through the drive thru so we didn't get to say hi this time; I'm sure we'll go again so hopefully next time!

Since I literally took no other pics today, here's a quasi-awkward photo of Brady with his sleeve inexplicably rolled up holding his large chocolate orange cone.

Because I am grateful for this kid and for ice cream!

April 18

It's a Springtime Saturday so we spent much of the day at the high school to watch a doubleheader.

This particular match-up was against a good team --San Ramon Valley-- so there were no guarantees, but the Dons came away with both wins by day's end.

Unfortunately, Brady didn't get much playing time. He came in to pitch in the top of the 6th of game one to get the team out of a first and third jam (which he did successfully) and then pitched a clean 7th to secure the win. They don't credit Saves in freshman ball, but if they did, he'd have gotten one because the final score was 5-3. Best of all for him is that he lowered his ERA to 1.91, which is the current best on the team. He was pretty pleased to see that.

I don't have much else to say about the games themselves, but I do have to say that I'm grateful to report that he had a good cheering section present. Adam and I were there, of course, as were Isaac and Adam's parents. It's a blessing to know that my kiddos have support from family and I'm grateful to God for their presence.

April 17

Following a nearly two-week break in competitive action, the Freshman Dons were back at it today.

The game in question was at Northgate High School, which is a speedy 55-minute drive away in fairly significant Friday commute traffic. It was a beautiful, sunny afternoon and save some mild allergy-related irritation, it was a great day to be outside. 

Brady entered late in the game when he reached on an error by the right fielder and then almost immediately came around to score. Then he played the last few innings in Centerfield.

After the game ended, he was in a chipper mood, so we enjoyed a pleasant, conversation-studded ride back home.

It does my heart and soul so much good when my kiddos have good days, so I am grateful for this one. 

April 16

I had a lovely walk around the Sports Park with my friend Sally and her sweet pup this afternoon.

Her son Ryan and Isaac played baseball together for a number of years, first as members of the Spartans and again last year on the high school JV team, but since neither of them is playing this year, we haven't seen much of each other. So I was happy when, after I texted her to see if she was available earlier this week, she quickly replied with a yes!

She's a very kind person and our conversation is always easy and light, so it was a blessing from God to have time together to catch up.

April 15

I've had a composter for a few years now. I haven't been particularly diligent about keeping its components balanced, so the decomposition process has been inordinately slow. Still, I've continued adding coffee grounds and water and eggshells and clippings from my gardens as I remember to do so. I just rarely look inside (because honestly, I don't want to see the mess).

Today, however, after I added some more greens and cranked the handle a few times to mix it all up, I opened the top and peered inside. And what I saw filled me with joy. 

In the very bottom of the container, I spied a clump of beautiful, dark brown, crumbly material: in all, it probably amounted to a few cups of nutrient-rich compost. But to me, it looked nearly perfect, both because it took a long (long) time to make, and because I know it will benefit my plants in the future by giving them what they need to produce a bigger, better harvest.

It's kind of lovely to me that we can take otherwise useless bits and pieces, mix them together, wait, and wind up with something beneficial. If God can make old apple cores and coffee grinds useful once again, just imagine how much more useful He can make YOU if you're open to His guidance in your life.

April 14

Brady had an appointment with the orthodontist this afternoon, so Isaac drove him over to the office after school and I met them there. (Isaac probably would've been fine with waiting for Brady and then driving him back over to school for practice, but it's not his job.)

They were sitting in the Explorer in the parking lot when I arrived, and when I looked over at them, they were both mewing.

So I got out of my car, went over to the passenger side, and gave Brady the food he'd asked me to bring. I thought it was a good opportunity to take a fun candid pic of them together, but they foiled my effort: every time I lifted my phone, they simultaneously mewed.

I gave up after a few attempts, and chuckled aloud at their weirdness. And I also thanked God for the umpteenth time in recent history for their relationship.

April 13

Although I'm not impressed with Target's clearance pricing more than a week after Easter --still at 50% off for candy? Boo!-- I took a trip down the seasonal aisles during my run through the store this morning.

I have an affinity for Peppermint Patties, so I was pleased to find a bag stashed among the peanut butter cups and jelly beans. (Which I also like. But I already had some.) So I bought it.

And later in the day, when I opened the bag, I fully enjoyed my chocolatey-minty treat.

Sometimes it's about the little things. So today, I'm grateful for clearance sales and sweet treats and Target runs.

April 12

Although I do not love pollen, I do love signs that point to Spring's arrival.

It was mainly the cherry blossoms on the Mall growing up, but it's also the extra-chirpy birds that sit outside my window during the (fortunately not usually too early) morning hours. 

And it's also the rose bushes in our yard. We have white ones out front that flank the garage and red ones out back, and every year, I'm struck by how beautiful and vibrant and full and fragrant they become when the temperature rises.

So for that gift --for the gift of natural loveliness that is so often inherent in the change of seasons-- I am grateful.

April 11

Although there were moments when rays of sunshine broke through the clouds today, it was a mostly overcast, rainy Saturday. 

That made it a good day to sit and watch baseball on the tube. As raindrops pattered against the surface of the pool outside the window, we took in a doubleheader: a win for the A's in the early afternoon and a win for the O's in the early evening.

We haven't had much rain in recent months (which isn't a great thing since the winter is supposed to the rainy season here), so the weather today was a blessing. And I am grateful for the renewal that the moisture will bring to the earth in the days and weeks to come.

April 10

It feels like we're on a train that's moving at breakneck speed toward graduation season. But I'm trying to gradually complete tasks in order to keep myself feeling marginally sane. So given that Abby graduates in one month (a month! Four years goes by in half a blink) I called her restaurant of choice in Wheaton this morning to make grad night dinner reservations. Check!

And then after I loaded Brady up with cleaning supplies (because he told me he wanted to work on his bathroom sink again), I headed out to have breakfast at Jim's with Nikki and Pam.

I had a great time sitting in a little booth with them (even if Nikki did sneak her way into paying the bill... you've declared war, bestie!). We ate and talked about what's been going on in our respective lives. 

Although the food is top notch (and I recommend the Doug omelet, if you like bacon!), the biggest blessing of the experience was time with two wonderful, intelligent ladies. So for that, I am thankful, because good friends are often hard to find.

April 9

I decided, for some reason, that today would be a good day to clean (most of) the baseboards on the first floor. We have a lot of baseboards. So now I am tired and my arms hurt.

But at least the boys enjoyed another day of their Spring Break week. Isaac made a truly enormous breakfast consisting of protein pancakes, eggs, and bacon (the leftovers of which are on the plate next to Brady) and then a little later, they settled into the living room to play some Mario.

I was in a post-cleaning stupor by this time, but I could still hear them laughing from my resting spot in the bedroom. And it made me grateful to God --once again-- that they have one another and that their relationship is strong. 

April 8

The boys put their raft to the test today by plunking it down in the pool.

And it floated!

Brady, as the lighter of the two, was first to try it out (and the one who spent the most time lounging on it as the day wore on). And after he had confirmed its functionality (which means it didn't sink under his weight), Isaac took a turn.

I'm proud of them for finding something (albeit a little weird but still) productive to do during their break from school. 

And I'm thankful to God for their creativity as well as their shared ability to get along and work together toward a common goal.

April 7

Since there's rain in the forecast later this week, I encouraged the brositos to go outside and play catch this afternoon.

So they grabbed Brady's new ball and headed out back.

Then they came back inside a little later and announced, with great determination, that they were going to build a boat. In the yard by the pool.   

I didn't think much of it at the time because... a boat? In the yard? 

But after Isaac went to the gym, they drove over to Lowe's together and returned with wood --a lot of wood-- and several blue buckets. And screws. 

And then they literally built a raft. They picked it up and lowered it into the hot tub to confirm that it would float. It did, but they still want to add more buckets to add to the buoyancy. So that's tomorrow's project.

But I'm impressed with their ingenuity. And I'm grateful that God blessed them with creativity and a desire to get things done. (And yeah, I'm also grateful that they didn't spend the whole day playing video games. And I think it's a little funny that they built a boat when there's rain a'comin'.)

April 6

I ordered new seedlings for the hydroponic garden this afternoon, so it seemed logical that I start the process of clearing out the existing, mostly overgrown and underproductive plants. 

Isaac had already picked and chopped up some green onion for his nachos, and was actively bagging up the leftovers for later use when I got to work. As I started to wrangle with a particularly stubborn arugula vine, he asked if he could taste a leaf. So I handed him one, and he nibbled an edge. I'm not much on arugula in general --and the one in my garden is very, very spicy-- but he said he liked it, so I plucked leaves and flowers (because did you know the flowers are actually pretty tasty? The flavor is similar but much milder than the leaves) for him to bag up.

He also said he wanted to save some cilantro, so I trimmed several sections for him and put them on the counter. And then Brady appeared and asked if he could bag up parsley. And when he'd finished with that task, he sat down by the garden and pruned an entire large bowl's worth of lettuce. 

So thanks to their efforts, the fridge is now stocked with lots of greens. 

It's the first weekday of Spring Break and it's true that neither of them has any plans, but I was still pleased that they wanted to help with such a practical, arguably mundane task. They're good boys, and I'm thankful to be their mom.

April 5

It's been a quiet, restful Easter at our house.

When the boys came downstairs this morning, we gathered in the family room where the Easter Bunny had left their baskets in front of the fireplace. They plunked down on the floor, graciously consented to photos, and then went through their booty. I was quietly thankful that I judged their interests as well as I did because that doesn't always happen. (The proof in the pudding? Isaac assembled his mini wind-up robot as soon as he got home from church and Brady bounced his high-bounce bouncy ball against the back of the house for hours. And both munched their Hershey's bunnies and Sour Patch Kids. And at one point, I looked over and realized that both were busily working on their respective Sudoku books. That's success. And although I could make it about me, I'll pass to praise on to the Lord for giving me good ideas!)

After the baskets were emptied we got dressed (and yep, I got Isaac and Brady matching shirts, which they accepted and wore with zero complaints) and went to church, where a Christian dance group performed in addition to the usual Sunday sermon. I've always had an emotional connection with dance, so they brought tears to my eyes.

We filled the rest of the afternoon with the A's game on TV and lasagna for dinner followed by several hands of cards around the table. And then after that, Adam connected with Abby via video call.

So I'd say it was a good family day. 

And beyond that, it was a good day to remember and be thankful for the Resurrection of Jesus. His fully selfless, sacrificial act changed life forever for those who call Him Lord: given that the Resurrection means that Logan is waiting for us on the other side of the veil and not gone forever, I can never be grateful enough for Easter.

April 4

The Freshman Dons played a doubleheader at home today against Cal High. The two-game days are always kind of brutal, especially when the sun is shining without the benefit of ray-busting cloud-cover, but it's still fun to be out there cheering on our boys.

In the end, they came away with a win and a loss. Brady started the first game in right field and went 1 for 3 with a nice double down the right field line. In game two --which featured a very different lineup, since they have a 22-man roster-- he came in at the top of the 7th and pitched a scoreless inning. 

All in all, a solid day of work. And a decent outcome against a good team.

This is a pic of some of the boys that one of the parents suggested we snap after game two. (Brady is third from the right.) We've definitely been on some teams that had an unfavorable vibe, but I'm grateful to say that this is definitely not one of them. The smiles are on their faces here are real, because they genuinely like playing together. So for that not-small blessing, I am thankful.

April 3

It's hard to know what to write about Good Friday. 

Easter --which celebrates the resurrection of Christ-- is the highest of Christian holidays, as it's the day that Jesus rose from the dead to save all who believe in Him from their own sin.

But Good Friday --the day that He was crucified on the cross-- had to come first. He had to bear the weight of all sin before he could rescue us from ourselves.

I didn't spend a lot of time reflecting on that reality today, so I was thankful when Abby texted to share about her experience at the Good Friday service at her church. It made an impact on her, and her sharing her thoughts made an impact on me. And although it's something of a somber day of remembrance, I am thankful to know that Sunday is coming.

April 2

If you look very closely at the envelope Isaac is holding, you will see the name of the college he's decided to attend.

After visiting LA over the weekend and going over the pros and cons of Azusa Pacific and Biola and recalling his impressions of Wheaton, he casually revealed his decision to me while we waited to board our flight home yesterday morning.

So after much consideration, he will... be following in his sister's footsteps and attending Wheaton. He told the whole family--including Abby, who was present via video call-- last night after dinner. (Abby grinned and immediately shook her pom poms, which was kind of hilarious.)

Honestly, I'm happy, but I was a little bit surprised. When we first headed down to LA, it kind of felt like he would be confirming a decision to attend Biola. He's always been a warm weather guy and I could see him enjoying life in Southern California, but the campus just didn't appeal to him. 

But, he mused, Wheaton is beautiful. And the academics there are great. And he had a lot of fun during his overnight visit last Fall. (In fact, the guy who served as his host has actually followed up with Abby to ask if he'd be attending the school or not.) And despite earlier thoughts and opinions and concerns about cold weather and snow, Wheaton felt like the right decision to him.

So today I've been thinking about what a blessing it is to have two children who have wanted to continue to live out their faith in tangible ways in college. And my big prayer is that Isaac will enjoy his time there just as much as I know Abby has enjoyed hers.

April 1

Isaac and I returned to the nest today following a lovely and informative trip to LA.

It was a huge blessing to us to be welcomed so warmly by Charlie and Alexi, who are master hosts. Even Penny the cat --after she was given 24 hours and a helping of catnip to adapt to our presence-- made us feel like we belonged with her meows (and by not immediately fleeing when we approached).

So this evening, as I head off to bed, I'm thankful for them and for their hospitality.

(And not-so-incidentally, the trip was indeed fruitful, as Isaac has made his college decision. But I'll wait on spilling those beans until he formally clicks the button to accept admission. ;) )

March 31

Today was our last full day in LA. We began it by navigating to IHOP in Pasadena for some pancakes and eggs benedict. Then we drove to Azusa Pacific in time for the one o'clock campus tour.

We arrived a little early and, after chatting with the employee at the entry gate and explaining that Isaac was an admitted student and we just wanted to walk around the campus, she gave us a parking pass and sent us on to the welcome center.

The tour itself was very comprehensive and Isaac really liked the west part of the campus, which is landscaped nicely and had a sort campground vibe. He also appreciated how you can take a trolley to the second part of campus, which is where most of the class buildings are located. When we headed back to the car afterward, he said that it was the prettiest campus he'd seen and lamented that the school didn't have higher academic standards.

Then we drove back to Charlie's house, where the guys shot the breeze and made a dinner plan. We dined at The Raymond 1886, where all of the food was excellent, before we went back to the house to rest. As we rested, I casually watched Brady's team defeat the team from Dublin and tried to get Penny the cat to like me.

I am grateful for the opportunity to be on this trip with Isaac; hearing his thoughts, helping him organize his things, and watching him quietly analyze data in order to select the school that's truly right for him has been a blessing. And I can't wait to see what's next!

March 30

It was a long but wonderful day in the greater Los Angeles area.

Since today was Admitted Students Day at Biola (which was the primary reason that we came to visit now and not during the boys' Spring Break next week), we spent the bulk of our waking hours on campus, starting at about 8:30 AM. We sat in on two classes (one an Intro to Computer Science, and one a  Theology seminar), took tours of the campus and dorms with student guides, attended Chapel, and enjoyed catered Chick fil A for lunch. (I had no idea they made waffle fry potato chips. Go figure!) The school did a nice job of putting the event together and it seems that the students and faculty truly love being there. I don't know what Isaac will decide, but he did say that based on his experiences, he feels like he would be happy at both Biola and Wheaton. 

When the activities wrapped up at around 4, we retrieved our little red rental Kia from the parking garage (which was one of many parking structures and lots on the campus; they even have a lot below the soccer field) and headed back to Charlie and Alexi's house for the evening. After considering our dinner options, we decided to take the brief walk down the hill for some pizza slices at Bub and Grandma's. My artichoke slice was delicious; Charlie explained that they use a sourdough base for their crusts and the flavor was just-spot on. (We also enjoyed sharing an order of meatballs that Alexi ordered; once again, great flavor and texture.) 

Then we hopped and skipped down the street (not literally; I'm just more than 16,000 steps into my day and super tired and feeling punch-drunk at the moment) until we came to Donut Friend, which features fancy donuts named after various musical bands. I chose a delicious-looking danish with blueberry compote that I'll be eating it in the morning because from there, we went back the way we came, crossed the street, and got delicious soft-serve from Magpies. And then we took the return walk to the house. I was gratified when the trek up the steepest part of the hill didn't leave me wheezing.

The rest of the night was spent chit-chatting with Charlie and Alexi and trying to win over Penny the cat. (Which we finally did, aided by the administration of a few generous licks of catnip. We're all now BFFs.)

It was a blessed day for many reasons. It was a blessing to see Isaac taking in the information presented and mulling his options for college. It was a blessing to be in the car with him afterward, listening to him talk about theological truths and how much he enjoys seminars. It was a blessing to hear him say that he thinks he could be happy in multiple places. It was a blessing to spend time with my brother and brother-in-law. And it was a blessing to pet a sweet, soft kitty (and then immediately wash my hands to keep my allergies in check). And I am grateful to God for all of these good gifts.

March 29

The big college decision is on the horizon for Isaac, so this morning he and I flew down to Los Angeles for a few days to visit Biola and Azusa Pacific. 

Adam and Brady dropped us off at the airport in Oakland about two hours ahead of our noon flight. We cleared security quickly and Isaac wanted to explore the food options available, so we trekked from one end of the airport to the other in search of his ideal cuisine. Four thousand steps later, he decided on a breakfast burrito. 

Although he declared that the burrito was merely "meh" (and I agreed that my sandwich wasn't any better), we boarded our flight. I didn't have high hopes for my first post-policy change Southwest flight given Abby's disastrous experience earlier this month, but it wound up going off without a hitch. Even though the flight was full and Adam didn't pay for upgrades, we somehow still wound up sitting in extra legroom seats in row 4 and got the coveted pistachios. (I was shocked.)

After a quick hour-long flight we landed at Burbank Airport, which we both deemed excellent for its adorable, old-school vibe and excellent signage, and secured our rental car. Since we had a few hours to kill, I asked Isaac if there was anything he'd like to do, and he mentioned that seeing the Hollywood sign would be cool, so we tried to do that. We failed, but we did take a nice drive up to the Observatory. 

Then he suggested we drive east to Claremont to visit my old stomping grounds, so that's what we did. As we rolled into town, I had a sudden memory of 21 Choices --a froyo place we occasionally visited during our college days-- so we Googled our way to one and enjoyed some cool treats, which seemed fair since it was 90 degrees. (His was banana cream, mine was cold brew coffee mixed with pretzels and salted caramel. Thumbs up for both.) Then we drove back to CMC's campus and walked around. I hadn't been in a number of years and lots of changes have been made --mostly the addition of new dorms-- so it felt different. But there were still moments when the sense of familiarity was so strong that it seemed as if I'd only been away for a few years. And thankfully, the fountain in front of Bauer Center where Logan once stripped off his clothes and went for a joyful splish-splash is still intact.

Then it was on to La Mirada and the Biola University campus for a Sandlot Revival featuring the Savannah Bananas' RobertAnthony Cruz. Before the event began, we walked around and got a feel for the campus (although we'll get a better feel during tomorrow's Admitted Students Day). The worship event was relaxing and inspirational, and hopefully, prayerfully, someone in the audience was touched by Coach Rac's testimony and the music. 

By then it was 8:30, so we routed back to Cane's for chicken fingers (since Isaac had a yen) and then got back on the 5, bound for my brother Charlie and Alexi's house in the LA hills. We sat around the kitchen table and chatted for a few hours before Charlie showed us to our rooms. I am grateful to them for their hospitality, and I'm thankful that I'm finally getting to see their home in person. 

And now... well, now I'm exhausted. It'll be an early morning and a busy day, but I'm looking forward to it. And I'm grateful to God for His provision in every area of my life, for He is good in every way possible.

March 28

After an intense game that ended with our boys absorbing their first loss of the season (mostly thanks to a pair of umpires who were objectively awful; you know it's bad when even the other team's coach admits that none of the close calls --and some of the obvious calls that should've been easy to make-- went in our favor. Seriously, one dude must've forgotten his seeing eye dog because he missed the most obvious safe call I've ever seen. And the other was just making up rules that don't actually exist in order to penalize our team. Ugh. Clearly I could go on and on about how ridiculous it was), we went to Wendy's.

The initial plan was just to get Frostys (for the guys, anyway; I'd been thinking orange vanilla Diet Coke from the Freestyle machine all along), but given that it was after 1:30 and we'd yet to lunch-it, we decided to sit down and eat instead. 

And we had a lovely time together. I was impressed by how Brady was able to quickly dispense with any frustration over the game's outcome, especially since he pitched the last two innings and the winning run scored on his watch. (Although the runner that scored should've been out at second base; 'twas one of the many muffed calls.) He was able to realize that despite what happened, he pitched well. His curveball was working and he was, for the most part, hitting his spots effectively. And during his single trip to the plate as a batter, he walked. So for his part, all good things.

So tonight, I'm thankful for two specific things: for time with these amazing guys, just sitting in a fast food joint eating burgers and chicken and fries and drinking Diet Coke, and for my baby's growing ability to extract from and focus on the good parts of a not-great situation. The latter is not always easy for adults to do, so I'm grateful that's he's continuing to grow and mature.