January 19

Today, we planted new flowers on Logan's grave. Well, Adam planted them while I directed, Abby visited the horses that live nearby and Isaac and Brady watched. Afterward, Brady lumbered up the hill to fill a watering can.

Although this scene will forever break my heart a little, it's touching to see the littlest brother helping to take care of the biggest brother's memorial. Brady is, of course, too young to understand the weight that our family carries, so it's beautifully ironic that his actions make it feel just a wee bit lighter.